C is for Coffee...

So tonight is the big night.... weigh in... like a contestant on Biggest Loser, l'll be jumping on those scales - and hopefully jumping for joy. The only difference will be a missing AJ and buff personal trainers pushing me every second for three months to LOSE LOSE LOSE!!! Where are you Bob? Where are you Jillian??... o... thats right.... America... traitors...

This morning as been a strange one... l woke up feeling so fantastic and thin.. loving life... and then shell told me l had to have breakfast - of which the only option was v-mite on toast - and all of a sudden l was feeling slightly less fantastic... NOTE TO SELF... don't eat freaking v-mite and toast in the morning.. you WILL feel like shit...
Morning tea was a tea... and a coffee and coffee cake (seeing a pattern here).. and a banana, which strangely hasn't been touched yet... that can be afternoon tea! *pats self on back*

I had a bitchy and vain moment yesterday. I was yogging on the tredmill looking at myself go soft in the mirror (going hard would constitute a speed of over 7.0) when l saw the girl two tredmills down going hard to match her hard abs. With her flat, toned, washbboard stomach and rock hard thighs she looked like a graceful swan - that could karate chop you to China. I sighed thinking, what l wouldn't do for a body like that... l leaned over to get a better look at the whole her(creepyville) and noticed that she was possibly the ugliest chick l had seen in a long time.... and suddenly... l felt really good inside... now l'm not saying this to compare with myself... but it made me realise that there is justice in the world...
Only then did l walk down the stairs to the weights room on my way home and spot the blonde goddess with the washboard stomach, rock hard thighs, toned arms and perfectly structured cheekbones working the arms bells...... justice obliterated.
Fuck you Karma and your perfect timing.
I feel l may need to join a dance workout class seeming as l almost went flying off the cross trainer last night when l attempted to dance upon it..

Today is another freezing cold day.. but l will walk to the park and pray for sunshine to miraculously force its way through the clouds to brighten my afternoon lunch. Will power is.... powerful... ??

Bec, this is possibly the greatest thing we have ever done... even if we fail - WHICH WE WON'T... I thoroughly enjoy reading your entries.. entertainment plus..

Banana finally devoured and gourmet pizza promised l'm feeling rather jovial! It's 4:30pm and the sun is still shining which is a major plus, maybe it will raise the spirits of some rather grumpy co workers..... we can always dream...

As far as us still eating slightly poorly at times - poo... you can't completely deny yourself the things you love most! Thats just a confirmed ticket towards failure... it's all about balance... you need to have the majority of your diet taken up by salad and vegetable and fruit and lean meats, but that will allow for the occational treat. Like today l had an array of salads mish mashed together for lunch - which will allow me a little give with pizza tonight... pizza and salad ofcourse!!! ;)

Prepare for week 3 to be big one!... and NOT on the scales
Dil xxx